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my name is elana, and i am a realist. nothing happens like it happens in movies, so i don't ever expect it to. i don't believe in love because i haven't experienced it unconditionally, and i don't think i ever will. i don't have a best friend because i don't like to hurt people's feelings. i also don't have a best friend because no one really see's me as their best friend. i'm going to be a junior in absegami, and i can't wait to grow up and get out of here. i can't wait to leave this stupid high school life. i make my own decisions and i don't let other people tell me what i shouldn't do. i want to experience everything on my own. i like to have fun, but i don't always like 'good, clean fun'. i perfer my fun to be illegal, and i like to let loose. i avoid confrontation because i don't think fighting is a way to settle things. if everyone accepted things as they were no one would fight. no one would progress, but no one would fight. i'm not really a good person, or a good friend, but i do care about everyone, and if you're my friend, i'd probably take a bullet for you.